| caught 3 stds by 17?
Im 17 and i used to be really easy/slag it really get's to me knowing how i used to be this was around 15/16 i didnt really no any better, basically i lost my virginity to a boy who i thourght i fell in love with, and he tried having me raped, i then felt worthless so any guy that wanted me i had sex with, i even had sex with many of he's friends! i no its sick but i just wanted him to talk to me even after what he did i no stupid! i had unportected sex with like 15 guys and protected sex with like 30 i no it's sick! i caught three stds by the time i hit 16! i feel sick writeing this i caught siphilis and chlamedia what i got rid of i aso caught genital herpes which im stuck with for life. im now in a relationship with a guy who i've been with for 7 and a half months! he's the only guy i've slept with and with a condom always! but now all i can do is think he deserves better than a dirty hag like me. he doesn't no i have genital herpes either. am i as disgusiting as i feel?
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