| preganant, pretty much divorced, drama drama drama and longing to know
how to move on and be happy? I have made some bad decisions.... got married to a guy, had a baby who is 1yrs old ..... 9months pregnant now... went on vacation with him at 6months... we got into a physical altercation.. i left him and that country came back to u.s.. staying with mom started working.. have the possibility of getting a really good job but i am due to have baby next month... I feel real bad about not staying home with newborn, but i have to work ..... i have no help from anyone... so uncomfortable staying with my mom... she is not supportive and there really is no space for me here. the only othe guy who i have ever loved and who has been very supportive tells me yesterday he proposed to his girlfriend.. We haven't dated in over 5yrs and have really been like best friends . always agreeing that we were the best thing that happened to each other.. sometimes maing references to getting back together,, i thought we were both very honest with each other... but he never even told me he was dating someone
both children are by my husband
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