[el pollo loco]

i can draw, i like interesting drawings though. not like usual people, but strange shapes and things. neckface for example, i've drawn it several times. problem is i'm kind of not in the mindset of drawing, and i don't really have enough originiality. when i want to draw something i need to print it off, then copy it. its not that i can't draw, its that i'm not freehand enough and can't think of strange ideas. anything to do? because i really want to take art more seriously.