[live.tobefree]

...say anything.? I am intensely attracted to someone but can feel equally repulsed. While my heart beats at the very thought of seeing them, my tummy feels not very good and I get headaches around her on occasion. Today, I had a dream where i invite her to talk, we go sit down opposite each other and together we hold a purple fitness ball. I point out that i am on one end and she is on the other. I am speechless and want to say something, but cannot. My head and gaze are lowered as i feel totally powerless. I think she smiles knowingly but cannot be sure. In real life, i feel a great deal of anxiety around her, like a 5 year old boy. i have never been scared of a person, but though i feel fear, i hold a lot of respect and admiration for her. I can get along with everyone pretty well, but have a hard time with this person. Can anyone help me with this dream. My horoscope today told me to look carefully at my dreams and this is the only one i remember for today.