| is my philosophy messed up?
k so basically im 18, when i was 13 i was molested by my brother, when i was 14 it was by a teacher, now im 18 and now its not such a thing of being controlled but because im good looking that ive escaped 3 attempted rapes and seductions in the last 2 months, i feel like sooner or later its gonna happen, u dont egt luck so many times. i was gonna wait till i get married to lose my virginity but i dont want some ruthelss rapist to take it so now im just gonna end up sleeping with someone i choose, so if/when i get raped i already wont be a virgin. im not one of those ppl who think bad things always happen to them, im very optimistic, but ive been hurt enough by guys that i know this is the aprt of the package that comes with being pretty and i have to get used to it. what should i do? |