[Kenzie]

inside. Please help!? Omg, It seems like everything gives me stress....
School,homework,teachers,Friends,guys,boyfriend,my body,parents,family,counselling,DRAMA!Wow. the list could go on and on. I write in a journal, i walk a lot. I try so hard to not get depressed about this stuff. But i can't help it!Nothing i do is taking it away.Journaling only hlps some, i need something else. I go to a counsellor once a week.But I get depreesed sometimes for no reason and sometimes for a reason. Ever since I was little my mom said i feel stuff deeply. But this is just really hard to go through.
okay ^ all this is what i wrote in an earlier question. thanks to the 5 people who answered it. but people have told me to find a trusted adult to talk to. Some say my mom. But i dont trust my mom. Whenever i get mad at her for doing something wrong or making a choice that I know is wrong, she always turns it around on me. I did something wrong. But she also does it to my dad and my sister who is 2 1/2 years younger than me.
I also am a competitive cheerleader and i started 2 years ago. i am not the best at tumbling, although i would like to be. This also is another stress put on me.
thankss!