| I know what you are going through. I had a very close friend and she died. I told her everything. Now, I find myself lost at times, with no one to talk with. But, it does help to surround yourself with people who care. Because little by little you began to open up. They do help. Maybe not all at once, but, in time. Now, I am a mom and grandmother. Maybe, this means I am to old to help. But, I am here for you if you would like to talk. One more thing. You sound like a very strong person. You seem to know your problems or weaknesses. That is a very good start. I don't know how old you are, but, sometimes moms and children do clash, and it seems like mom doesn't care or understand, but, I can assure you she does. Just give her a chance. After all, she raised a pretty terrific person from the way it sounds. So, she can't be all bad. Take care of yourself and prayers go out to you and your family. |