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we have 3 kids together basically she called the police on me one day cause i wanted to take her car to the park to cool off from a fight. I didnt leave with it but she beat my azz for the keys. The cops showed and low story short they asked her if i was physically abusive to her and she said " No I am physically abusive to him" so they arrested her and I didnt press charges. I posted a $500 bail for her then 3 days later at work she had a restraining order put on me for selling drugs and doing drugs in the house. they hair tested me and i tested negative on 10 drugs. they denied her sole custody and granted me joint custody but her physical. I was on the streets for a month until i moved to the state over and it is still hard for me to get on my feet and get those kids back in my life 3 years later. I get 600 a month out of my chek each month garnished and I have a 1 year old son, i support currently. her number is changed and has moved, I just want to see them again, any cheap advice