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check out www.fordham.edu. The university has a great training program for returning aduts (via night classes) also try CUNY schools. Be confident. It is better late than never. at leats you are determined to do something about it. Just go for it.Grades are not the best or most accurate indiactor for intelligence. Being a "C student" does not mean that you are incapable of success. Read success stories of these so called "failures". even Einstein failed classes in grade school. You can do it! Start reading on your own. asking for help. The more you use negative self talk the longer it will take for you to get motivated. This will be hard work, but you have taken the first step. All the best. You do not lose your knowledge. You just learn to accept what you can use and learn to value the lessons you have learned. Just remember stay positive. Start studying: now!