| i don't know anything about cancer but i know about compassion. how awful for you at this time. have yo got friends and family yo can get support from? you need to talk with someone trained in this field asking something so important on here is a mistake as you will get all sorts of wacky answers. i can feel from how you rite how devastated you are It really comes across. don't rely on answers on here go and see a specialist. i hope things work out for you i really do. try keep positive . good luck with the future. xxxxxxxx |