| How to be happy? :( love?
Today, I just woke up..sad, and kind of lonely. Which is stupid, as I have lots of college friends and high school friends. I have a great internship I'm going to start soon, and I have an awesome evening job with people I consider like my second family. I don't know why I'm sad. Is this stemming from being single all my life? Guys always pass me over for someone else and I never know why. My friends (girls and guys) say I'm attractive. (Well, I guess I miss my college friends too...a lot of them are abroad or live out-of-state, my school is 4 hours away)Also, I feel like I can never do anything right at all. Like if I were to give in to the romantic/personal life, I'd jeopardize my education. Like, I can't have fun without it costing something. I'm forgetful sometimes too. I just feel...melancholy...how do i get out of this rut?
|