What do you think about the note and its author? What are his...

[Julian]

...feelings/attitude for reciever? One last thing. Egoism is a terrible thing. But what I think is much more pathetic than plain egoism is when egoism calls itself love. I'm sorry to say this, but you basicly loved nobody but yourself while saying you loved me. Ask yourself what you've done which was truly motivated by love, meaning that it'd just have a benefit for the other person. Being in love with somebody so often is nothing else than loving oneself. That's the way it is for most people, and really loving the other person just comes later. Maybe we feel like the other person, who isn’t willing to love us back, does something very cruel to us, but he doesn't. It's not his or her fault we fell in love with them. And by rejecting us, they don't do anything bad, but just hurt us, because our needs aren't fulfilled. We don't have right to be angry with anybody who is rejecting us. It's not their fault. You always say I was amazingly selfish, and I should appreciate to be loved by you. I would appreciate it, if you loved me without demands, but you don't. I'm not blaming you, that's the way humans are, and I loved other people like that too, but as a matter of fact, you were not in the least less egoistic than I was.