christians I really need your prayers please. I have bladder cancer and I...

[Heaven bound]

...am female and almost 39? and never smoked in my life. I need your prayers christians so I can stop my swearing and judging others as I want to get right before God before I go home. I have become lazy in my prayer life and need to ask for forginess more. Christianity is hard work. I need to be closer to God and Jesus now more han ever before. The cancer has gone to my lymph nodes, and is spreading. I have told my mother that I might refuse chemo because of problems with it and Radiotherapy too as I have sensitive skin and I might burn bad. so knocking back chemo because of private reasons I may not be here too much longer so I need your prayers so I can get more motivated to pray more, and stay of the computor too as I find it a distration. Christians will you put me in your prayers? God bless you all
Peddo bear and others who make fun of me with this I rebuke you all in the name of Jesus. And if yo get it you may die a horrible death andhell awaits you. I know where I amgoing and leaving this earth away from idiots like you will be good.