Lost the girl of my dreams. It was good and had some very good chemistry....

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...I started seeing her out of a? relationship and ended up going back with ex, I dont know why i did. Well i looked like a player and i do deserve to have the hurt i have now. I took the dream girl out several times and even to the movies since the split hoping for a miracle and spilled my heart, but i realize now it aint coming back. she has roomates and i'm sure that dont help either. She would send a text once a week and now that has gone and i'll get one on holidays. I guess my question is I cant get over this girl no matter what i do...work 60 hrs a week, go to gym 5 days, go to college full time and it's still there eating away at me. I think about it most of the day and it has been six months. At this point i feel like i lost the best thing that ever happened to me and am content at being single the rest of my life at this point.. does anybody have any advice cause i really need it. they say that everything happens for a reason and good things fall apart so better things can fall together, dont believe it