I share a purple fitness ball with a former crush. I am speechless and unable to...

[live.tobefree]

...say anything.? I am intensely attracted to someone but can feel equally repulsed. While my heart beats at the very thought of seeing them, my tummy feels not very good and I get headaches around her on occasion. Today, I had a dream where i invite her to talk, we go sit down opposite each other and together we hold a purple fitness ball. I point out that i am on one end and she is on the other. I am speechless and want to say something, but cannot. My head and gaze are lowered as i feel totally powerless. I think she smiles knowingly but cannot be sure. In real life, i feel a great deal of anxiety around her, like a 5 year old boy. i have never been scared of a person, but though i feel fear, i hold a lot of respect and admiration for her. I can get along with everyone pretty well, but have a hard time with this person. Can anyone help me with this dream. My horoscope today told me to look carefully at my dreams and this is the only one i remember for today.

[mybell]

the ball represents your physical attraction that is obvious to everyone who sees you two together and is shared by her. However your opposite ends is the distance in real life you are from being able to be honest with her about your feelings, this is at least obvious to her. pointing out the distance is representative of ill feelings toward her (perhaps your repulsion) YOur speechlessness and powerless response represents your conflict and the fact you have no control over the fact you are repulsed by this woman and attracted to her...In real life you are speechless because your feelings are in conflict and you do not know which to act on, your attraction or repulsion (at any given moment you fear one feeling will cloud the other,and mix your signals) but only the attraction is obvious to her in your dream

[CINZ]

i think you should just come out and tell her about your dream first. see what her reaction to your dream is. if she doesnt act like shes ready to knock ya out or anything for having dreams about her than get to it,,,,go on and tell her how you feel when you are around her. the feelings you get in your stomach and how you feel like a 5 yr old boy,,,lol you will never know how she feels about you and your thoughts unless you say something..go on and speak up!!!!!! good luck!!!!!!!

[mybell]

the ball represents your physical attraction that is obvious to everyone who sees you two together and is shared by her. However your opposite ends is the distance in real life you are from being able to be honest with her about your feelings, this is at least obvious to her. pointing out the distance is representative of ill feelings toward her (perhaps your repulsion) YOur speechlessness and powerless response represents your conflict and the fact you have no control over the fact you are repulsed by this woman and attracted to her...In real life you are speechless because your feelings are in conflict and you do not know which to act on, your attraction or repulsion (at any given moment you fear one feeling will cloud the other,and mix your signals) but only the attraction is obvious to her in your dream