i like this girl she is family to me but i dont know if she likes me?

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well i didnt like back then but now she is good and looking very sexy she not my cousion . i went to a family party this weekend we never talked she does'nt even look at my face we act like complete strangers i feel really bad i never really talk to any of my relations i just sit there and look at the tv i feel sad sometimes that we never talk i went to a wedding i was sitting on the front of her couple of meters away face each other iam not really sure butt i think she was looking my way sh was telling her brother something and he was looking as well maybe because i kept staring at her i have a staring problem
she looked really beautiful i just broke up with my beautiful grilfriend couple of weeks ago and everyone there was with there patners happy i was feeling really sad and wanted to cry thinking why my like is shit everyone there was so happy .she even kept whispering in he friendss ears and they were looing at me. i like her but i rearly see her i think i just have to leave it