Is my family dysfunctional; sometimes, I think I don't like them very much How to deal?

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My aunt has disowned us b/c my mom wouldn't kick my bro out of the house. My cousin is in a group home. My uncle has been sick from cancer. I stopped going to church, b/c they disrespect me and others. We used to go to church together but now he doesn't see or email me anymore. My older cousin is rude and condenscending and won't let me speak to her little sister in the group home. My bro is a paranoid schzophrenic, military veteran. He doesn't work and rarely leaves the house. He's emotionally abusive and sometimes can be physical. He only plays video games & watches the Zodiac movie. He has convinced himself that he can solve the mystery. He spends a lot of time looking up "clues" on the internet. It just makes me want to cry; that he can't do anything with his life. My mom is my best/only friend. She's what keeps me going, but she's an alcholic. She has RA and can no longer work. She talks about a lot of negative stuff now, and it's getting overbearing. I'm crazy. I take meds.
and go to therapy. I've been on meds since 12, and the pschy ward four times. I'm the one that asks the questions about liking the older priest w/a fam. He's left the church now, and I want to die b/c he didn't leave me any contact info. He doesn't care about me. My father left before I was born. I have no friends no one likes me.
Also, I'm addicted to asking questions on yahoo answers. Other than work and college in the fall, it's almost the only human interaction I get minus my mom & bro sometimes. I'm sorry for asking so many q's. Please forgive me.