| How can i get over the loss of a close family member?
My cousin Jason Lowes died not too long ago and recently everything is coming down hard. im starting to come to the realization that hes gone and i cant control anything. I cry at random times, and i cant control my tears. Sometimes i cry too much i cant breath. I keeep watching old home videos and that just makes me even more sad. but i dont just want to cut him out of my memory!
any ideas, this hurts to much to just "wait it out" i misss him so much!
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