i left me lovable lover because of my family.pl help me?

[Mike]

Although we thought we will have a happy married life ,i left her because of my family reasons before 4 years.but she is not yet married. i am dyeing everyday not able to forget her and also of guiltiness of not able to marry her. i have a wife and kid now.pl help me
i loved my lover truely, but as time cant wait i got married.though i may be mistaken, i hope iam faithful to both of them earlier and now. sorry if i am not able to express mysely clearly.

[Lillian]

Your explanation of your dilemma is not clear. Please add some more information to your question so we can help ya out. So you are cheating on your wife and have a kid? What is wrong with you? Don't you know adultery is wrong? Sorry cannot help you. Sound like you have to choose the girl or your wife. Are you guilty for cheating on your wife or for not being able to be with this girl you are playing around with. You sound like a terrible person.