I have no family no money and soon no place to stay. Where should I start?

[James M]

I refuse to become religious because that's what got me into this mess to start with. If you tell me to pray or ask God this or that I will just ignore your answer.

With that out of the way. I find myself at the end of my rope. I have nothing but a bunch of junk that I can't get hardly any money for. I have no future and nothing but a painful past that seems to follow me anywhere I go.

i can't drive due to a problem with identity theft, also two kids smashed up my car and motorcycle while I had canceled my insurance to try to save money and sort out my problem.

I wish I could join the air force like I wanted to when I finished high school. They wouldn't let me because of a health issue.

I do own a 12 gauge shot gun. I'm thinking if a solution doesn't come fast enough that I will use it to end my life. Since no one else has ever thought about me before maybe my last act on this earth will be of me doing something for myself.