i have family issues today i went?

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to a party at my grandmothers and i blew up on everybody. because there always attacking me and turning things around on me. and always poking fun at my senstive issue. anyways iam tired of it so i told them bad things because i was pissed hurt etc my uncle says u have to except our faults and we except your and insulting me. like its not enough that i was pissed anyways i walked out my cousin found me and his girlfriend they talked to me i cried hard to them. i cant face them anymore i wish it wasnt true. and iam tring to get over depression etc there not making it easy. my cousin b-day coming i love to go but i need to stay away from negative people tring to bring me down. they never find possitve in me. iam a giver what do i do to get over this? and anyother advice u can give or options they broke me i cant do this anymore. iam tired and ready to give up tring to bulid a wall