iv moved in with my friend but i cant help but think i have made a mistake! i

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gave up a flat of my own cos i h hated living on my own, but now i feel as tho i am in someone elses home, he is always telling me to b quiet and when i call someone he says not to let them round unless its what he wants, plus he is already messing around with rent money, i hated my old flat as my boyf attacked me there but i dont feel as tho this is my home either, he is a gay male and im female and i worry im never goiong to b able to bring a bloke back either! as he doesnt like people coming round, i feel like im married to him and have to invite him everywhere, what do i do? i like my independence! apart from this i love him to bits but am worried i have made a mistake!