My best friend's dad just died, my stepdad passed last month, everything is falling

[Ana Makes Art]

apart here...? And now, I'm pretty sure that he's gonna be mad at me because I accidentally unblocked his girlfriend (who doesn't like me and doesn't know I talk to him) and she talked to me.

Im going completely out of my mind...everything seems to be out of my control. What should I do to help ground myself right now?
Im so going out of my mind its not even funny. This is too much too fast.
Hah, see. He's my best friend. I usually confide in him about everything.

[Don John]

Go up on the roof of your house and glaze at the stars, after that jump off your roof make sure you land head first, good luck.

[BeachBum]

this will get better,,,you are in no control as to what has happened.......one day at a time

[Matt]

Seems like alot is going on in your life an ill i suggest is to talk to someone who you can confide in and do stuff you like to keep grounded.