| **** CAN Someone HELP me OUT here plzzzz***** What do i do about my guy
friend!?! Who i think im falling for?! I have this guy friend who i have been friends with since i was in high school and we have became really close especially our senior year. Well the summer before we went to college me and him hooked up for the first time and continued to do so until we left for college. We were going to try the whole relationship thing but we both agreed didn't want to at the time b/c we knew it would be hard dealing with a long distance relationship n needless to say we really didn't like each other that much at the time. Well college came and we still talked all almost everyday but as friends. But i felt as though i was developing feelings for him and we would always flirt weather on the phone or online. Then when winter break came ago we finally got to see each other and it was cool we hung out like friends and it was nice, i knew he just liked me as a friend but i couldn't help feel that i liked him more. He would call me to talk to me and we would flirt like crazy with each other and talk
)....and talk about sexual things. Well one day when we were hang out he kissed me and i really loved it and the next day we were hooking up again. I knew he was def. sexually attracted to me but i wanted more. At the time thou i knew he was getting over someone else (some girl he thought he liked). Anyways after break we went back to collage and a week be4 valentines day he asked me if i liked him. I decided to tell him the truth and stop hiding it. So i did and it went well he was very flattered by it and i was happy. So for the rest of the month we talked about our relationship and what we should do about it. He said he wanted to give it a shot and even asked me on a date next time i saw him. He was very cute wit me tooo calling me boo and babe and just being sweet to me. But of course that didnt last we realized that a relationship with us wouldn't work b/c he wasnt too into them and i really wanted it. And i didnt want to keep hooking up with him if we werent going to go
out. And he was fine with that and respected it. but i feel like i really love him and it kills me to know that he doesn't feel the same about me. He said he would give us a shot during the summer but i feel that the only reason he is going to give us a shot is to have sex with me . Even thou he says it isn't the reason and he wont do that to me. He even told me he loved me one day and then kinda took it bad which was weird. But now he says he just wants to do whatever i want to do. if i dont want to hook up and just be friends, she is cool with that. but what i really want is for him to fall inlove with me. But i don't know if that will ever happen, so should i just give up? Wait for the summer? Continue to hook up with him and see where is leads? I DON'T KNOW! its sooo confusing especially since were are good friends and we both agree we don't want to ruin out friendship. Any advice?!!?
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