I love my best friend more than she loves me!!????

[Moshiko.]

We've been friends for about a year. When the friendship started, it was like perfect. We never fought, etc. Now we fight all the time- always about the same thing: She thinks I ignore her sometimes. I officially cleared that up, but I consider her my absolute BEST friend, whereas I do not think she even considers me a close friend. She is a very popular, pretty girl, and all the guys are after her. I'm just looking for her to love me as a friend!! It kills me to see that I love her so much and I'd do anything for her, yet she doesn't feel the same way. She tells me she loves me but I think she's just saying that. I get jealous when she hangs out with other guys, and I'm kinda jealous of her boyfriend (who's an ass)- But I'm still convinced I love her as a friend only. WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THIS??? It's killing me!!! I'm so depressed!!!