Sometimes I don't feel close to my friends? 10 pts for best answer?

[Taylor S]

I am VERY shy but I'm trying to get close to my friends. I have my "clique" of friends. Things have been really awkward lately. They rarely talk to me, other than to say "hi" & "i love you", and have nothing to talk about. They would always talk to one another about things I don't know about & when I try to go in, in the conversation, they say nothing like im not even there!! & when someone says something, they talk!!

They only seem to talk to me or pay attention to me when they need help or have no one else to talk about.

Plus, I'm the last one to find out everything in the group. Like they don't want to include me anymore.

Is it time to let go of this friendship? I've noticed things are awkward and I have nothing to say to either of them.

Things have been weird for weeks now and it's getting worse.