hi I'm a 15 yr old girl Ive been rail depressed for awhile NOW my home life is mad...

[danny.eden59]

...school is horrible.? hi I'm a 15 yr old girl Ive been rail depressed for awhile now my school life is horrible my home life is full of rowing my depression started about 3years ago when i had to move away from all my friends and family to a safe house.
i reail cant stand life anymore i reail just want to end it, ive taken up smoking, drinking (alot) and also drugs in witch im not proud of theres no-1 i can talk to the only thing that is stoping me from taking my own life is the fact of my mum i dont want to leave her.
ive been to see a consila but that made things wors i started cutting my self, not sleping, not eatting. im to scared to tell my mum or friends or teachers i dont what them to reacted like im a overakting, attensing seacking teenage. so someone please please help me

(soz about spelling cant spell)