Im having a hard time forgiving my mother in law!!!!!?

[bee bee]

When I was 8 and a half months pregnant with my son. My husband unit told him that he had to go to iraq for the thrid times in 3 days. So my mother in law told suggest that I go stay with her. So someone could be there with me with I deliver. So I was like why not?? She seem nice. Oh my god I was wrong wrong wrong!!!! When I got to the airport. She didn't even show up. 4 hours later somoneone else shows up. Her friend show up and took me to her house. My mother in law didn't even come get my for like 3 days. I don't even know these people. When she did come and get me. She told me we were going to stay at her friend house because she had just gave up her place a few weeks ago. What??? why did she ask me to come stay with her if she didn't have a place??? She told me she has a place for me. I could of just stay home. She said to share room with her and bed??? OMG!!! Well i put up with that cause I didn't want to be rude. But than she start yelling at me. Because she said that her son
hasn't been emailing her and that it was because i told him not too. She told the whole family that. Which was not true. I wanted to go home but didnt cause I was going to pop in any day. Well the night that my water broke> I told her and she said that i pee on my self. She didn't take me to the hospital til the next evening. And the doctor yell at me for not going He said me and my baby could have died. Well after all this I left. And now when I see her sshe wants to act like nothing happen...!!!she always say things like. My son always call me before he met you. Or my son went to church a lot more before he met you. She has a problem with what clothes i put on my son. Just everything!!!!! Im going crazy