I divorced my ex wife because of all the drama and cheating HELP!!?

[flip]

we have 3 kids together basically she called the police on me one day cause i wanted to take her car to the park to cool off from a fight. I didnt leave with it but she beat my azz for the keys. The cops showed and low story short they asked her if i was physically abusive to her and she said " No I am physically abusive to him" so they arrested her and I didnt press charges. I posted a $500 bail for her then 3 days later at work she had a restraining order put on me for selling drugs and doing drugs in the house. they hair tested me and i tested negative on 10 drugs. they denied her sole custody and granted me joint custody but her physical. I was on the streets for a month until i moved to the state over and it is still hard for me to get on my feet and get those kids back in my life 3 years later. I get 600 a month out of my chek each month garnished and I have a 1 year old son, i support currently. her number is changed and has moved, I just want to see them again, any cheap advice

[Liver P]

first get married to a nice lady and settle down. This will save money because you will share expense. You are not getting married to save money but you do want to go on with your life. Although it is hard, pay the alimony and stay in touch with the courts and document everything. Your children need you, even if they see you once in a while, they will love you if you try to be a constant factor in their lives. Good luck.