I have been married 15 years and I really love my husband. He wants a divorce, and says he never loved me.?

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We used Justice of Peace to get married because I was pregnant and my Visa to be in US was expiring the next day. We went on to have two more kids and I have never worked until now, I just got a part-time job. My husband has never told me he loved me, never been around much, and refuses to discuss reconcilliation. He loves the kids and is a good provider. He says I am too nosy, lie too much, don't clean up or take care of him and he is sick of it. I will stop reading his e-mails and checking his phone bills, but I do like to know what he is doing & its hard for me. I have started helping to balance the checkbook and stopped spending so much money, but now he doesn't trust me anyhow. I've started cleaning. He says he'll always support me and the kids, but I don't know if I should get an attorney and fight him or what? Can I make him stay with me? I know I'll probably find a man like him and I want him to stay.
What should I do?
I don't know how I'll live if he finds a new woman