my parents are getting a divorce help!?

[Ryan H]

i am 14 years old and i have watched my parents fight their battles for about a year before they got a divorce 1 month ago, i dont know what to do, i have lost all of my friends at school because i didnt tell them about my parents and obviously i have been going to skl in moods and being really short with them and i can hear them shouting sometimes when im asleep and i end up crying in my bed, my mum is crying every morning after my dad goes to work and it is really upsetting me... about a week ago my dad was shouting at my mum and i told him to leave her alone and get out of the house and he did and didnt come back all night but before he left he said he never wants to see me again and that he was cutting me out of his will! i seem to of got the brunt of that argument! me and my dad are talking to eachother now but he being really short with me... my dad is planning to move out soon but i need him and i know that i wont ever see him again, im so depressed and am crying constantly!!!