feel we're fine the way we are. First, I guess I could give a little back ground on me: my parents divorced when I was two, my mother remarried twice since then but none of them worked. She still dates now (actually has a boyfriend right now). My father is only in my life if I call him but that is a really long story - he was basically a very crappy father! In High School I had maybe one or two boyfriends and they were all okay then I went to college in Atlanta and had a lot of very bad relationships (what girl hasn't, right) since then I've dated two good guys and now I have found the absolute best man ever to exist. We have one child together and one on the way, he proposed to me in May 2006 and he asks me every once in a while "when are we going to get married?" I've always been "one of the guys" but a feminine one. I don't like affection at all, especially when I'm crying. Whe my Fiance sees the way I treat my daughter he asks "why can't you treat me that way?" because I'm so loving to her...writing more..
Now before anyone bashes me..I do a lot for my Fiance we have a great relationship. He has no compliants what so ever. The thing is we went to his friends wedding and when I watched the girl walk down the aisle I actually got weak and really hot so how in the world am I going to walk down the aisle? I fear divorce and I know if we love each other that much then why fear it but I do...what are my issues and how do I deal with them or get over them? Please be nice...
We've been together for 4 1/2 years and I couldn't imagine my life without him.
03-07-2008, 08:22 PM
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