My parants are divorcing and I seem to be the only one in my family thats really

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affected.? I feel so upset like its all my fault because I've been such a bad kid to them. I've been staying out late , bringing boys home and hurting my brothers and sisters ETC ETC
and I'v lost count of the many times that I've been sent to my room so they can fight about my behavour. My brothers and sisters are fine about it because they believe what mom and dad told them but i didn't. The reason that they are divorcing is because they fight too much I think they fight mostly about me. I talked to my oldest sister and she is nearly breaking out the champaigne because she thinks if the divorce goes through there will be no more rows. But I am so upset,I'm crying right now typing this letter.My dad is moving out and I HAVE TO CHOOSE WHO I LIVE WITH which is so unfair. Please help.