| First intimacy since 2006 divorce.?
My bf and I had sex last night. We are both in our early 30s. We have been casually dating for about a month because we work alot and both have kids from previous marriages.
I hadn't been with anybody since my divorce in 2006. Sure I've kissed a few guys but nothing serious. Last night was the first time in a long time.
Anyway, he was super sweet. I've been trying to lose about 20 lbs cause I put it on during divorce and have felt shy about being naked with a guy but he told me that I was beautiful and that I have a killer personality. I just went with it and during sex he constantly wanted to kiss me and hold me. We had sex 5 or 6 times, literally all night and slept a little here and there. We snuggled the entire night and it was like he couldn't get enough.
I feel good this morning but of course in the back of my head I wonder if he'll call again, etc.
So my question is, did I put out too soon and do you think it was just about sex for him?
I should mention that during sex I got emotional and started to get some tears and he dried my eyes and liked held me really tight. Not sure if he was just being nice but I felt a little vulnerable and a little stupid. Wonder what he thinks of that?
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