Child of divorced parents?

[Rachel H]

My parents have been divorced since i was 2, and i dont remember them ever being together so i definatly dont miss it. its nearly my 18th birthday and i wanted a party and since its just been horrible, dad keeps slagging my mum off to me and my mums acting all nieve about everything saying things like 'we will all get along'. they both dont like the other ones way of doing things and it has always been like that but its really really getting me down. i have to pack a bag twice every week, once to go to mums from dads and second to go back to dads, im just so so fed up. i keep crying about it all loads and i try and make everyone happy and i feel like im the one in the middle but after telling my dad all he could say was 'well why dont you talk to your sister and dont leave her out cause shes right in the middle of it all at the moment' (sister is my dad and step mums daughter, 13 years old). i feel alone and upset and i just need help or advice cause im so so sick of it all. thankyou