This girl hurt me so much, she caused me so much pain, my life is almost over, I

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dont know what to do? she led me on for five months. she said nasty things to me. she saw someone in private. she extracted personal information from me and pretended to be sweet about it, but I was just inflating her ego. she used me as a time killew. i quit university because of her as the depression is too much. and the strange thing is yesterday she blocked me from contacting when I questioned her as to why she hurt me so I sent this message:

you will never hear from me again. This is the End.

I am deleting my accounts in a few moments.

Before I go I'd like you to know the following:
I tried to meet you but you refused me.
I tried calling you but you didn't answer.
I gave up trying a long time ago.
I used to be somebody, now I'm alone and I have to pick myself up and do something. I can manage it. I've been out on the street, been attacked, beaten up, abused by my family and another individual in ways I cannot describe. You know at least one person cared about me in my life, I have to appreciate that. You can laugh at me and say to yourself, 'this guy is such a loser'. I don't care what you think of me.

I am sorry for everything. I truly am. However I am not an idiot and nobody should have the right to treat me like dirt. I believe I am worth more than dirt.

Goodbye, ..... an insignificant being such as myself should be forgotten by you in a matter of moments. I used to be someone you know, a human being. And I will be that person again someday. I'll do it for my grandmother, not anybody else. I am not a bad person and I think you know that. Loneliness cries deep from my soul, tells me about the world growing so cold. I believe my grandmother is still watching over me even if nobody in my life cares whether I live or die.
11 minutes ago - 3 days left to answer.
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Whta do you think of my message and what should I do with my life. I am completely alone and I have nowhere to turn. I feel like ending my life, please help me