i want my life back im tired of this pain wat to do?

[ms.howard]

every since me and my ex broke up and he left me with bills over $2000 and still some unpaid bills my life still not back in order now I've been going from place to place but my new guy is so sweet we've been together couple of months he moved me in and he supports me well pays so many things feed me, put a roof over my head introduce me to his family he's like theonly good thing in my life right now! he even lets me hold his car to look for a job while he works he does so much and i feel bad cause im use to being independent and having my own money and helping other people now its the other way around and i've been searching for a job since we've been ating and its like everyone isnt hiring even the mcdonalds around here i literally been begging managers and blowing there store up asking for employments i went to job fairs and im just hurt my boyfriend is supportive soemtimes we fight over the issue of me not working i feel bad cuz i wanna help him so so so bad but cant any advice?