Why on earth do i want to re-learn everything ever taught to me in math????

[Lencia S]

OK, so I do have OCPD...where I set unreasonably high standards for myself always (and are almost never achieved being that they are so idealistic basically)....I attempt to be perfect (and I mean PERFECT) at one or more things.

So, in math I'm pretty good (not the best but it is my weakest subjet w/ like an A-)...but I always feel compelled to just learn everything over so I can perfect it...division, graphing linear lines, complex numbers, imaginary numbers, inverses, everything (and the sad thing is that I even tried to do that...for a month). But it's like impossible.

I think that I just want to have better math skills (like analyzing a problem and applying a diff. part of math to it w/o being told, 'u need to use logs or inverses." or something. I just wanna knoe it off the top of my head.

So, is there a way i can improve my math skills and think like a mathematician?

THanks!