do they have a procedure or technology to make my memory work like a normal person?

[Emry]

i feel like a wall is in front of me i am 23 and as long as i can remember i've been held back from every goal because i can't comprehend a basic conversasion or i've spent years of dedication doing something. which takes other people days to do. i was on ritalin when i was younger, really really rough childhood before i was adopted. but nothing that i know of that would effect my brain i'm in the army in a job really hard but i don't do it cause i could never comprehend how it works just test good enough to pass the school i should be so far in my career but things i've been doing everyday like a paper i must filll out i still have to ask questions on how to fill it out i should know i've done over a thousand i write great poetry and music but if it's not on paper than it's lost forever i belive its better to not know somethings wrong with you than to know you know somethings is not right and can't fix it's (ex) i went to enroll in college classes and couldn't even comprehend how 2

[? Shortstuff ?]

I know there is help out there but I'm not sure where you should start. I think you should see a doctor & explain how you feel. Maybe there's a name for what you have & it can be treated. It has effected your concentration & ability to comprehend & retain what you have learned. See a doctor & go from there. I truly believe that what is wrong, can be corrected with the proper diagnosis & medication. Good luck to you.